A new lease

I'm going to get better about posting. I've had a lot of time recently to post, as I was recently in a traffic accident and have been pretty much confined to home for the past two weeks. It's given me a lot to think about, but as per usual, only today, my last day before returning to work, do I have the will to sit down and pound out a post; to share.
October was a horrible month. It's in my top five horrible time periods of my life so far. It started with a huge HR mess at work, betrayal by my staff, and uncomfortable, fruitless conversations, and ended with me recovering from an accident. Oct.2007 - you nasty fuckin' month - I'm glad to see you go.
I'm a huge believer in the whole "it's darkest before dawn" philosophy on life, and so I'm betting on November to be a stellar month. I'm really hoping a few things play out:
1. I get a new job. Something wonderful falls into my lap and I can say goodbye to the worst working experience I've had since I entered the workforce.
2. Matthew and I find resolution. We had a very nice conversation at lunch today, one that opened my eyes to a lot of things. We actually communicated without one of us losing it, or getting angry.
We've been in a deadlock in our relationship for quite sometime, and it was nice to be able to talk openly and honestly about how it's made me feel without shouting, crying, or feeling challenged on every little word I say. I think he finally realises that my feelings lay in sane reality, and not in the mind of a crazy person with an agenda.
If either of these issues in my life improved, I'd have to call 2007 a success. A bitch of a year, but a success nonetheless.